Not new, not improved. It's me again.
 

I've changed a lot since I left here and I decided I might as well come back.

When I was here before, I loved everyone and I got ****ed when you dissed. But that's not me anymore. I've decided that by hating people for hating people, I'm no better than them. You think you know where I'm going, but it's not that good. :/ See, it's not that I show respect for everyone now, even the a**holes. I still hate the a**holes. I hate the people who they hate, too. As a matter of fact, I hate everyone. Even myself. But don't let that bother you, although I'm sure it doesn't. I'm going to keep that outside the forum, and I'm going to show as much respect as I can inside the forum. It's a new me. :)
Besides, what forum is complete without an emo kid?


(Also, MrAcurate. Hey Ron! :D This is .ecyrB from PCA.)


EDIT: I was never in a crash like I said I was. I made it all up, and I feel like a douchebag for doing so. Sorry.

hi

Hey. :) That's all I want from everyone else, too. Just a simple "Hi" or "Welcome back." A fresh start, please. :)

Donde esta la biblioteca? =P





(yes my way of saying hi)

Hello

"where is the library" is your way of saying hi??????

he's come back as a rap artist :D

lol just messing with ya, welcome back :)

Welcome back dude. Hope you're a new you. I was wondering where you went.

Welcome back.

Hi. Hey. Hola. Aloha. Parev. Hello. ugh lets see what else i can think of :D

Haha. :) Thanks everyone. Yeah, I'm a new me. Half of you won't like the new me, but I'm sure a lot of you will.

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welcome back

Dude I'm sorry for saying this but what's the point of appologising toa forum. I'm glade your back and everything but when I read this I was like wow the kid needs attention. I don't know you but if you make up astory about getting into a wrexk that's just odd. Glade your back tho I really hope you have changed and not only on the forum.

Of course, every forum needs an emo, redundant philosopher kid that's been reborn from their absence.

LOL! OMG! ROFLMFAO!

2jack3jack, you're exactly right. That was stupid. I've had a pretty bad life. I just wanted people to care for me. But then I found what I wanted in the real world. After I met her, I became my actual self. I didn't strive for the world to like me anymore. I had everything I needed. So I was able to hate the world again... When I found an alternate use for my Xmod knife, I realized that I was a completely different person. I figured I might as well give myself a second chance everywhere that I screwed up. This might be the biggest place. I'm going to make up for my errors and I hope to have fun in the process. I'm a new person.

Dude I've been there done that. Word of advice your only in high school probly a freshmen use thos 4 or five years to your advantage. I'm almost done with hs and there is nothing more that I would like that to go back and change ****. You only get one life be yourself if people don't like it then tell them to f off. Live life to the fullest I started doing that best desision I made

man listen to what hes saying, true stuff, just be your self all the time. even if your down/sad/depressed, or anything. be your self no matter what its always best. find your true friends and your set. live life to the fullest and just keep going. lose a gf? you will get over it and find new no matter how much it hurts trust me, cant get the girl you like? dont give up. learn from the past live for the present and plan for the future. thats all i can say for now.

Ehh been there, done that, have the scars to remember it by and am hated by those people for telling them to gtfo of my life so I could be a better person even after they almost got me arrested and put in juvy

Oh yeah, I do. But life is hard on me. And I found someone who's worse off than me. I don't care what happens to my life. I want to help hers be great. I know what a lot of you are thinking. You think I'm just a kid who thinks he's met the perfect girl and will never find anyone better, and blah blah blah. No, that's not the case. Hell yeah, she's ****ing perfect. She even likes cars as much as I do. But I don't care. Even if we're never together, she will always be my best friend at least. I want the best for her. Believe me, you may think I'm being an idiot here. You all want to tell me that I'm making a big mistake. I don't care. I've made enough. I'm the kind of guy who will forfeit everything to help someone less fortunate. Look at any touring car race that's ever happened. Whenever somebody crashes, most people drive by and keep trying to win it for themselves. But there's always that one guy who stops his car and helps. The one guy who gives up just to make sure that his own opponent is okay. That's me. I've already given up. She crashed her car and was out of the race. I didn't just stop to help her. I'm giving her my car so she can finish in it. I'm going to ruin my own life to make hers better. I know what I'm doing. I don't care. I would even take a bullet for her. Literally. If she is ever threatened in any way, by anyone, I'll take the blow. Even if it's fatal. I don't care. I will live in this world as long as she's there. If I have to choose between letting her go or myself, it's an obvious choice. She's attempted suicide before. Three times. All failures. I'm hardly what's keeping her alive. And she's also what's keeping me alive. We've had long deep discussions about it. If one of us ever goes, the other will be soon to follow. And so we live on, together but apart.

And if you think that's bad, I can say more.


EDIT: @Monsterhunter- Yesterday is history, and tomorrow's a mystery. But right now is everything. I don't care what's already happened and I don't care what will happen.I live in the present and I don't give a f*ck what's happening around me. It's not about myself anymore.