RE: Not new, not improved

[texan_idiot25]

-Thread closed while I was eating.. This will be insulting and insightful, read through and though. This includes things that need to be said that others did not say and other views on situations.



Allright, 'nuff of this, shyte. I wish Bondo and Surg were here too, but I've held out from posting but this line here is you're main problem.

Dude, I don't want attention. All I want is help. I trust you guys...

Shut up, you are an attention whore, through and through. Why are you here typing off some horrifically cliched speeches of how great of a person you are and blah blah blah. Why the hell did you come here and lie about a car wreck, even mentioning that people died if I recalled right? Why do you dye your hair blue? You're desperate for attention and (dis)approval, that's why you drop into an xmod forum and whine and moan, not come back for xmods. You seek approval from people whom you don't know, never meet, and will more than likely not remember when your time here has passed. Everything here is temporary. No legacy is to be truly had on an xmod forum,for ****s sake. So coming back to here with NO relevence to the content of the site is a waste of time. I come and go from here quite often, and I'm met with a few "whats up" PMs occasionally, but you don't see me out posting a "oh hai guys, o i jus been gawn wile i save babies" nonsense.

This is UTTERLY PATHETIC. Go outside, go hang out with friends, I don't care who they are, but quit being pathetic. You don't think other people don't have problems? You don't have a hard life at all you wimpy child, if you still have a roof over your head, food on your plate and judging from other sources you live a perfectly fine life. Suicide is an option for the weakest of people. I have little to no tolerance for a permanent solution to a temporary problem. All your problems are in your head.

You try and say how you don't feel you're better than anyone and **** like that but here you are trying to be some holier than thou prick.

Time to break this down.

See, it's not that I show respect for everyone now, even the a**holes. I still hate the a**holes. I hate the people who they hate, too. As a matter of fact, I hate everyone. Even myself. But don't let that bother you, although I'm sure it doesn't.


You haven't respected B1G's wishes and dropped this nonsense. You don't hate everyone, that's the biggest cliche'd emo crap I've ever heard. And it contradicts your statement of respecting everyone. You can't hate and respect, that's a fallacy. And quit talking down to everyone with the "But don't let that bother you, although I'm sure it doesn't" BS.

I'm going to keep that outside the forum, and I'm going to show as much respect as I can inside the forum. It's a new me.
You can't say you're going to keep your personal BS outside the forum in a thread where you're spilling your personal BS all over the place. Contradiction again!

Besides, what forum is complete without an emo kid?
A pretty ****ing awesome forum.

EDIT: I was never in a crash like I said I was. I made it all up, and I feel like a douchebag for doing so. Sorry.

I see you have great credibility in your honesty. I guess this means we should totally believe your nonsense here.


Yeah, I'm a new me. Half of you won't like the new me, but I'm sure a lot of you will.
You say this, but I still see the same whiny child from before. Only a new thing to whine about.

When I found an alternate use for my Xmod knife, I realized that I was a completely different person. I figured I might as well give myself a second chance everywhere that I screwed up. This might be the biggest place. I'm going to make up for my errors and I hope to have fun in the process. I'm a new person.

HAHA, no, a xmods forum is not the biggest place. YOURE LIFE is the biggest place you child. I reiterate, XMF is a ****ing ant compared to the rest of you're life. It is only a forum, one of many millions, and one of a handful for xmods. It can die off quickly and swiftly as we've seen many times over. A few faces float on over to the next location but greater numbers move on out. Don't treat a forum like this as a major chunk of your life, again, that's pathetic.

I don't care what happens to my life. I want to help hers be great. I know what a lot of you are thinking. You think I'm just a kid who thinks he's met the perfect girl and will never find anyone better, and blah blah blah

You're a blooming idiot in that regard, that is not how you live life. You cannot live your life to appease another's. It is a waste of time, energy, emotion and sanity. Above all else you have to look out for yourself, because no matter what that's the person you will have to live with for the rest of your LONG (not pathetic emo suicide) life. You're young and dumb, and we all go through this stage. You say you have the common sense to know that she maybe temporary but if you had to could you say good bye tomorrow and not try any stupid stunts? If she is possibly temporary (you're going to have to realize this is a possibility with every person you will ever meet), then why would you end your life permanently?

I've ran into many many people in life, and their biggest sentiment though out their lives was to live it for yourself above all else.

She's attempted suicide before. Three times. All failures. I'm hardly what's keeping her alive. And she's also what's keeping me alive. We've had long deep discussions about it. If one of us ever goes, the other will be soon to follow. And so we live on, together but apart.

Do what you can for the girl, but don't give up your life and being for her if she went out too. That's straight up stupid. Again, for the most part every problem in life is temporary. Unless you have cancer or loose a limb, or something obvious like that, personal issues can be fixed. How are you going to survive when older family dies? Or if a friend dies. I've lost two friends through out highschool (a measly 4 years, get over yourself if you think it sucks, enjoy it), **** sucks, but you carry on with life in the end. Do you really think she'd want you to nuder any future potential over her mistakes? I'd hope not.


EDIT: @Monsterhunter- Yesterday is history, and tomorrow's a mystery. But right now is everything. I don't care what's already happened and I don't care what will happen.I live in the present and I don't give a f*ck what's happening around me. It's not about myself anymore.
Yeh bull ****. If you believed that you wouldn't be here talking about the past. You wouldn't be worried about her future. And you would be here right now playing for our sympathy or forgiveness.

t has nothing to do with getting attention. If you're truly emo, you know. People hate us. So we let them know we don't care. Getting bad looks only means you're doing it right. Sometimes I hang out near little kids. They all laugh at my blue hair, and I just smile at them, then eventually end up talking to them. Little kids are the future in person. I want them to live right. And when their parents look over, I put my wrists in plain sight. That's my way of saying "What do you think about us now?"

...To which they normally reply "Come on kids, we need to leave. Right now."

I love it.

Being emo is a stupid trend you child. If it has nothing to do with getting attention, why do you dress and do thing to garner attention? FALLACY, CONTRADICTION, HYPOCRITICAL (I haven't had to use that in a while, yay)

AND WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH CHILDREN!?

http://i42.photobucket.com/albums/e321/texan_idiot25/Pedobear.png

That's the feeling that I get when you say you feel cool that you have legions of children follow you around. For *** sake, you are not a roll model.




Basically, quit being a self loathing ***** and go live life. Quit the emo retard nonsense, as 2jack3jack said, it gets you no where. Help people, love people, but don't give yourself up for someone else's selfish maneuvers. That's a waste of a life. Get some balls and stick up for your friend if her boy friend is a prick. Drive them to Texas, and I'll handle it for you, as that attitude towards women doesn't go well with me either, but don't sit idl. Even if you don't date her for ever, she will forever remember you as someone who did in fact stick up and care. Talk is cheap, go do something. That way she can remember you for the rest of her life, not some hapless memory of a broken person who decided suicide was once again the answer because she was let down by someone she thought she could rely on.

If you take your own words seriously then you don't know what tomorrow brings, so why end it today?

Go get help from a proper source too, not a toy RC forum. :eyecraz:

Dr. Phil, over and out
http://harlemworldblog.files.wordpress.com/2009/09/phil.jpeg

[lol]

I approve of this well said wall of text. Kudos. Love the pedo bear.

[winner]

lol this should be stickied for future referance, great write out tex!

[xmodcanuck]

I do NOT usually post about stuff like this but tex - for someone who's user name is idiot you are pretty d*mn smart. (I have thought this about many, many things you have posted) You should change your name to texan_genius#1. +1 to everything you said. Well written.

[AJB32690]

I do NOT usually post about stuff like this but tex - for someone who's user name is idiot you are pretty d*mn smart. (I have thought this about many, many things you have posted) You should change your name to texan_genius#1. +1 to everything you said. Well written.

Agreed.


I must've missed the original thread, but I can't argue at all with anything Tex said. Life sucks, but its worth it enough to put up with all that sh*t just for that one moment of happiness.

[mycrors4]

kinda off topic but: this guy reminds me of a guy called bajaboy5b(for those of you that are active on byt you should know him).. he was the same exact way tex described him :D

on topic: ive never really met the guy.. but seeing all these posts... makes sense what tex said +1

[Blade.]

Thanks for the write up Tex! Pretty much explained what I wanted to post on his thread, in a better manner. I was just going to flat out say if he's looking for attention he should go and actually become depressed and actually take his own life like most cronic depressed people do.

Honestly, any child following the whole "emo" thing is an attention whore like you put it there Tex.

Seriously, Firechicken, stop with your whole make-up and crap, I know for sure, no straight male wants to look like a girl. Take off the make-up, play some other music then that emo-screamo crap, and look at life in a different view, or just get the f**k out.

I like that Pedo-Bear there Tex. Want to give me his number? ;)

Haha just kidding man.

Again, amazing write up on this kid. Amazing wording, without/hardly swearing. :)

Blade.

[firebird999]

This is unnecessary. Granted, you made good points, but you could have and should have just PMed me. Really. You only did this so everyone else would be able to see you tell me off. I don't know why you in particular hate me as much as you do, but even still, this was uncalled for. Seriously. The thread was locked to put an end to it. That means you're supposed to stop talking about it.

[Blade.]

This is unnecessary. Granted, you made good points, but you could have and should have just PMed me. Really. You only did this so everyone else would be able to see you tell me off. I don't know why you in particular hate me as much as you do, but even still, this was uncalled for. Seriously. The thread was locked to put an end to it. That means you're supposed to stop talking about it.

Then why post to it? Your fueling the fire.

By the way, you might want to change your "custom title" to something other than, "wirst-cutting idiot" just makes you seem like a special person at the Special Olympics. No need to hurt yourself, go smash your head against a wall for 20minutes, that'll make you stop cutting your wrists.

Blade.

[winner]

This is unnecessary. Granted, you made good points, but you could have and should have just PMed me. Really. You only did this so everyone else would be able to see you tell me off. I don't know why you in particular hate me as much as you do, but even still, this was uncalled for. Seriously. The thread was locked to put an end to it. That means you're supposed to stop talking about it.

he's trying to help you by telling you your mistakes and in hopes that you would not go throwing around bs on here. face it the truth hurts.

besides this would have never happened if you didnt go posting bs, its really your fault.

[firebird999]

Like I said, he could have PMed me. A new thread is only redundant.

[winner]

and i agree with blade. chage your user title. it makes me think your proud of it.

[lol]

This thread isn't too wordy. Its not redundant at all. It explains everything perfectly.

[texan_idiot25]

This is unnecessary. Granted, you made good points, but you could have and should have just PMed me. Really. You only did this so everyone else would be able to see you tell me off. I don't know why you in particular hate me as much as you do, but even still, this was uncalled for. Seriously. The thread was locked to put an end to it. That means you're supposed to stop talking about it.

You could have never started the thread, but you did anyways. What did you expect everyone to succumb to the new you? You're not new, you've just found another subject to get high and mighty on. This is in no way redundant, redundancy is repeating, and I did not repeat a thing from others.

I said things that you need to hear. You are being an idiot, and you are ***ing your life for no reason. You don't know shyt, I can tell that now. So read what I said, and respond to it individually of how I'm wrong. Because boy, you don't know what you're talking about.

An alcoholic doesn't stop being an alcoholic with people agreeing with him and sharing drinking stories. You won't fix your ***ed up issues with people who can't handle themselves. You do in fact, need disagreement. This is not hate, you idiot, if I hated you I'd just tell you to go kill yourself and quit wasting our time. Now that, son, is hate.

[firebird999]

But for the last time, the original was LOCKED. That means you have to STOP. I got SUSPENDED before for making a repeat thread. If you guys are all taking texan's side and letting him off scott-free, then maybe I'm right. Maybe you guys DON'T care. Goodbye. I tried to come back here, but I guess it's over. I can see how I'm not wanted.


EDIT: I started a "welcome back" thread, texan... It's not my fault it got blown out of proportion. That was all the posts, not the thread.

[Blade.]

Like I said, he could have PMed me. A new thread is only redundant.

How? If you open your eyes and realize that Texan just caught you on all of your BS. He will continue to do so until you STOP with your lying! Christ! Get a ****ed life kid. Everyone goes through a depression in their teenage life, but not to that area of cutting self and hanging out with little kids.

Christ man, go see a doctor about your problem, maybe they will put you onto anti-depressants. Cutting your wrists is something I never did when I went through a little teenage depression. All I did was sleep and hardly ate, then I realized it's LIFE, you only get ONE, better have FUN with it, and not give two sh!ts about what other people think on what you do in your life. No reason to cut yourself about it, it seems like your on some kind of drug to even become like a pedophile and cut your wrists. Are you trying to prove something to your parents? If your not getting the attention you are looking for at home, why look for it on here? Honestly, you have some problems kid.

15 years of age is a bit young to be an emo kid, I have a question are you watching Twilight?

Stop with the non-sense, Tex. called you out, now stop causing bullsh!t. It gets you no-where and once caught all you can do is lie your way out. Here's a word of advice, want no trouble, cause no trouble.

Blade.

[mycrors4]

But for the last time, the original was LOCKED. That means you have to STOP. I got SUSPENDED before for making a repeat thread. If you guys are all taking texan's side and letting him off scott-free, then maybe I'm right. Maybe you guys DON'T care. Goodbye. I tried to come back here, but I guess it's over. I can see how I'm not wanted.


EDIT: I started a "welcome back" thread, texan... It's not my fault it got blown out of proportion. That was all the posts, not the thread.

we are taking texan's side but none of us are mods or admins.. i jsut have to say 1 thing...
shhh....

[texan_idiot25]

I've had the grace of the mods to continue this as I brought a well though argument to the discussion.

Now, quit being a quitter and talk. Boy you sure were a chatty cathy when everyone was in step with what you wanted to hear. But now there's disagreement and you can't even defend you're own BS?

And no, that was not a welcome back thread. No body asked about your thoughts on life you, dumped them out.

[winner]

EDIT: I started a "welcome back" thread, texan... It's not my fault it got blown out of proportion. That was all the posts, not the thread.

it is your fault because, YOU started telling us all the bull crap

[lol]

/rage

[firebird999]

I've had the grace of the mods to continue this.

Now, quit being a quiter and talk. Boy you sure were a chatty cathy when everyone was in step with what you wanted to hear. But now there's disagreement and you can't even defend you're own BS?

I can't defend it. You're all right. I know what I'm doing is wrong. But did you ever stop to realize that I don't care? I wanted to just get it out there early on so this wouldn't happen. It got blown out of proportion.

[winner]

if you didnt care why are you still posting? or why are you even here?

[mycrors4]

I can't defend it. You're all right. I know what I'm doing is wrong. But did you ever stop to realize that I don't care? I wanted to just get it out there early on so this wouldn't happen. It got blown out of proportion.

you should care... everyone here are xms cares for each other.. sure there are ups and downs.. but in the end we all care for each other... but you ruin our care for you by posting BS

[Blade.]

I can't defend it. You're all right. I know what I'm doing is wrong. But did you ever stop to realize that I don't care? I wanted to just get it out there early on so this wouldn't happen. It got blown out of proportion.

Blown out of proportion by you posting a thread and looking for attention. You got it right there kid.

Here, why don't you listen to this song, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DfbBcbpWt9k (Melo-Death.(Melodic Death Metal) so good.)

Honestly, get some help, rather then looking for it on here.

Blade.

[firebird999]

you should care... everyone here are xms cares for each other.. sure there are ups and downs.. but in the end we all care for each other... but you ruin our care for you by posting BS

Ummm..... In a perfect world, maybe... :/

[SPR]

man this is sooo why i quit coming here hahaa.

and if anyone else besides tex made this thread... they would be banned probably.... go figure.

http://www.gifflix.com/files/933cc5f311b4.gif

http://content.imagesocket.com/images/ibtl00183f.jpg

[texan_idiot25]

I can't defend it. You're all right. I know what I'm doing is wrong. But did you ever stop to realize that I don't care? I wanted to just get it out there early on so this wouldn't happen. It got blown out of proportion.

If you don't care then you would not be here whining, as your problems and others' do not matter. If you didn't care, you would not be trying to help Neko.

If you did not care you would already be dead. Cutting your wrists will not kill you effectively, all it is is a show boat and a call for help tactic. Especially if you did it across the street, not down the road. This is, of course, assuming that you actually did it, not the lies we've had to deal with before. Now, I didn't call your stupid *** out on that before, knowing if you were pathetic enough to need to do that then you didn't need me to say anything.

But now the BS is to stop. You do care, but you are stupid as can be.

[mycrors4]

Ummm..... In a perfect world, maybe... :/

.. xms= the perfect online world...

[firebird999]

man this is sooo why i quit coming here hahaa.

and if anyone else besides tex made this thread... they would be banned probably.... go figure.

http://content.imagesocket.com/images/ibtl00183f.jpg

YES! Why is he like the world's greatest member? :/ I for one, for obvious reasons, can't stand him.

[texan_idiot25]

man this is sooo why i quit coming here hahaa.

and if anyone else besides tex made this thread... they would be banned probably.... go figure.

http://www.gifflix.com/files/933cc5f311b4.gif

http://content.imagesocket.com/images/ibtl00183f.jpg

It helps to make a rational argument. ;)

[winner]

YES! Why is he like the world's greatest member? :/ I for one, for obvious reasons, can't stand him.

it just sucks to be on his bad side, you get there from doing d/a things

[firebird999]

I liked him better when he was banned... :p

[lol]

here is a song for us all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuHvUQx6lRA

[winner]

I liked him better when he was banned... :p

we liked you better when you were banned too.

[firebird999]

Okay then.

[mycrors4]

I liked him better when he was banned... :p

well 99.9% of us here wont like that.. like i said before..

shhh.....

[Blade.]

I'm done with this kid. He's a moron, in my honest opinion people whom deserve a second chance don't come back saying "I used my xmods knife for a different purpose." or whatever on that topic. Right there is a scream for attention and we have given you that attention, but it's not good attention, it's more of a pitiful attention, that you seem to strive on.

Go get a job, go work out at the gym, do something instead of "hating the world" honestly, your just a spin off of a goth kid, atleast a goth kid gets more respect and doesn't wear cheap store bought make-up.

Hating everyone, sure seems like a good idea eh? Maybe if you hate everyone, how is it your helping this one girl. I thought you hated everyone...?

I'll say this once, by the posts you have made, it makes you seem like a waste of skin.

Blade.

[GearHeadV8]

Tex...I love you for this thread. He is making 100% true statements. I hate when people do this crap its like oh I just saved a old man from a fall I feel good about myself but I don't wanna come off as a hero let me just tell the news paper co.

Its like you gotta post about everything you do but you "do not" want people to feel bad.

You started it and now you have to deal with it.

[texan_idiot25]

YES! Why is he like the world's greatest member? :/ I for one, for obvious reasons, can't stand him.

Can't stand me? Thought you loved and respected everyone! Even the haters, aw snap

Why am I a favored member?

Because maybe, just, maybe I know what I'm talking about here.
Because I don't agree with your bull ****? It's called disagreement son! It happens in life, now stick to your guns and lets talk.

If you weren't being a fool and read into what I'm saying you'd see i'm trying to help your sorry life. But instead you rely on the defence of "i don't care" and refuse to change your asinine ways.

[mycrors4]

Can't stand me? Thought you loved and respected everyone! Even the haters, aw snap

Why am I a favored member?

Because maybe, just, maybe I know what I'm talking about here.
Because I don't agree with your bull ****? It's called disagreement son! It happens in life, now stick to your guns and lets talk.

If you weren't being a fool and read into what I'm saying you'd see i'm trying to help your sorry life. But instead you rely on the defence of "i don't care" and refuse to change your asinine ways.

+1

[firebird999]

Can't stand me? Thought you loved and respected everyone! Even the haters, aw snap

Why am I a favored member?

Because maybe, just, maybe I know what I'm talking about here.
Because I don't agree with your bull ****? It's called disagreement son! It happens in life, now stick to your guns and lets talk.

If you weren't being a fool and read into what I'm saying you'd see i'm trying to help your sorry life. But instead you rely on the defence of "i don't care" and refuse to change your asinine ways.
Who says I don't? I can hate your guts but still respect you.

And big deal. Maybe I like it like this.

[GearHeadV8]

YES! Why is he like the world's greatest member? :/ I for one, for obvious reasons, can't stand him.

Why? Cause he is just awsome. He post facts and he don't take **** from anyone. He is prolly like Top Member here cause he knows his stuff,and can make us all laugh. I am still rockin his quote in my sig for like a year now....you have to get your stupid checked...

[winner]

Who says I don't? I can hate your guts but still respect you.

how the hell does that work???

[mycrors4]

Who says I don't? I can hate your guts but still respect you.

And big deal. Maybe I like it like this.

my head hurts.. makes no sense

[Blade.]

Firechicken, you need to get your stupid checked. (Texan Quote!)

Blade.

[firebird999]

I don't like his ideas, policies, or anything about him. But as a person, he's still okay. That's how it works. "A person's a person no matter how [evil]." :p

[mycrors4]

I don't like his ideas, policies, or anything about him. But as a person, he's still okay. That's how it works. "A person's a person no matter how [evil]." :p

my head still hurts

[winner]

I don't like his ideas, policies, or anything about him. But as a person, he's still okay. That's how it works. "A person's a person no matter how [evil]." :p

tex is not evil.

[SPR]

http://media.ebaumsworld.com/picture/fender9blind/retard.jpg

[firebird999]

Evilness is opinionated.

[texan_idiot25]

Who says I don't? I can hate your guts but still respect you.

And big deal. Maybe I like it like this.

You like being a failure?

You will fail at everything like this, even this girl Neko. A problem does not solve a problem. If you can't handle your life how can you handle another's?

Answer this question and stay on track.

[winner]

http://media.ebaumsworld.com/picture/fender9blind/retard.jpg

i just loled my pants lol

[SPR]

http://punditkitchen.files.wordpress.com/2009/02/political-pictures-barack-obama-duct-tape.jpg

[GearHeadV8]

http://prettyboring.com/files/images/billy_mays_shut_your_whore_mouth.jpg

[mycrors4]

http://media.ebaumsworld.com/picture/fender9blind/retard.jpg

SPR.. still here making us all laugh.. you cant leave.. you just cant!

[firebird999]

You like being a failure?

You will fail at everything like this, even this girl Neko. A problem does not solve a problem. If you can't handle your life how can you handle another's?

Answer this question and stay on track.

... What the hell? What are you doing, honestly? How the hell do you know her name? I never said that. You're coming off as a creeper right about now.

[SPR]

http://img257.imageshack.us/img257/4046/imageuploadimageg.jpg

[winner]

... What the hell? What are you doing, honestly? How the hell do you know her name? I never said that. You're coming off as a creeper right about now.


http://rlv.zcache.com/youre_a_creeper_tshirt-p2354264714196149874781_400.jpg

[firebird999]

... What the hell? What are you doing, honestly? How the hell do you know her name? I never said that. You're coming off as a creeper right about now.

I'm still waiting for an answer. You're creeping me out right now.

[mycrors4]

... What the hell? What are you doing, honestly? How the hell do you know her name? I never said that. You're coming off as a creeper right about now.

well mr. "wrist-cutting idiot" i think all of us here would like to see you:
http://blogs.warwick.ac.uk/images/lblackwell/2006/02/13/stfu_noob.jpg

[SPR]

http://is1.okcupid.com/users/410/202/4102022445444324283/mt156454367.jpg

[firebird999]

Yeah yeah yeah. Really though. What the **** are you doing texan?

[mycrors4]

Yeah yeah yeah. Really though. What the **** are you doing texan?

http://www.forumspile.com/STFU-Stop_Posting.jpg

[firebird999]

Yeah, I will. But this is seriously not right. There is no way he should know that...

[texan_idiot25]

... What the hell? What are you doing, honestly? How the hell do you know her name? I never said that. You're coming off as a creeper right about now.

Facebook fool, it's been suggesting I add you as a friend for a long time now. Why, I don't know.

Now, answer the question, discuss. What happened to the wise chatty cathy from a few nights ago


And stop with the pics, siht's getting confusing

[firebird999]

Okay. That's good, I guess. :P And now that I know, I'm going to stop.

[SPR]

http://i49.tinypic.com/29aseq9.jpg

[Blade.]

Yeah, I will. But this is seriously not right. There is no way he should know that...

You need to get hit in the face with the reality stick.

Blade.

[SPR]

hey. what happened to my pictures :( <---- thats a sad face. but it wont show up (sadface)

[firebird999]

Okay Holy Crap, Somebody Lock This Thread Before It Explodes

[winner]

Okay Holy Crap, Somebody Lock This Thread Before It Explodes

too late.